Third place goes to Shattered by SMK Taman SEA. It was a deja vu.

Yep thats right. Just like the year before, smkts drama team landed on another third place finish in the mssd petaling competition. Ironically, just like last year, sri aman didnt even make it into the top 3 despite putting up a valiant performance. The winners, filled to the brim with perfect pronounciations, and excellent articulation. We can pat ourselves saying we were all beaten by a better team.

The consolation is that we will be qualified for INTI in actor's studio and thats when the real deja vu SHOULD happen. Maybe its the freshness of defeat after the high-hopes and expectations, or just the regret that we could've done better, no one seems to be interested in the prospect of acting once again on the infamous actor's studio stage.

As for me, i have one more extra reason to label myself a jack of all trades, master of none. Its pathetic to be taking part in so many activities but not be good in any of it. Probably what i do best is not excelling in everything i do. Its sickening to see others fare exceptionably well in stuff they undertake and even more so people who are just excellent in everything they do.

I'm getting bored of asking myself "why cant i be good at one thing in particular?".

Sigh.

Life is hard when you have people around you who make you feel inferior. Friends who dont show you equal respect, as a friend or maybe even as a walking talking breathing person. When they make you feel like a speck of dust. Useless and insignificant. Its hard, it really is.

And why do some people get all the stuff that they dont have to work for or deserve?

Jinny