Thursday, December 02, 2004

Wow! Im Toast!!

Imagine training under the merciless Cameron Highlands weather for 10 days straight, 2 sessions a day without bling bling and a lack of water supply.. luckily there were a few clowns and a whole lotta crap talk to make me survive.. thank you eric, potential stripper in our athletic's team (refer to Saidati for his pay-per view strip show caught on tape!) thank you ming hee, for his unpredictable temperament and wicked baby-ish cries.. thank you mogan, for keeping the "eye-rolling, finger-pointing" gang very much alive.. thank you jeck shen, for his undoubtly silly Star Wars immitation in HOKKIEN!!.. thanks jordan for helping me with the plates.. thanks rina, sheena, lee jen, josef for giving the most of help in making the kitchen a very very convenient and pleasent place to be.. :p.. and thank you everyone for making this Cameron training stint a well wicked and enjoyable one!! damn! i sound like im recieving an Oscar!! oh! and THANK YOU xuan xian and wesley for telling me "something" ran past my back while i was washing the damn plates!! 8(..... i swear i didnt feel a thing! and jordan didnt even see it when he was actually looking over my back! creeppyy..!! Last but not least, thanks to my coach, Mr.Zol for bearing with my.. i mean our smelly underwears and wet sweaty shirts hanging round the room, i bid u good luck sir for keeping ur Unicorn gang alive! haha.. well, there u have it! my official thank you speech straight from the bottom of my heart... iyo ey.. peace!!

Friday, November 12, 2004

Behold! The song!!

Now You're Gone
Chords: Em,Dm,F/B,G/B (not certain)
Intro :-
Picking style :: Em,D,F/B,D
Chorus :-And now you're gone,I'm without you..I can't go on,my heart shot right thru..Without a word,you left me here..Was it me? or was it you..
Verse 1 :-So, things fell apart..Shattered dreams,what we had is gone..Left in the dark..I'm stranded here,left alone..With everything to fear..
Chorus :-
And now you're gone,I'm without you..I can't go on,my heart shot right thru..Without a word,you left me here..Was it me? or was it you..
Verse 2 :-And now your seeing someone else..I'm lost and forgotten..I'm nothing but sad..So is there ever a chance..that i would get you back again..And now you're gone,I'm without you..I can't go on,my heart shot right thru..Without a word,you left me here..Was it me? or was it you..
Chorus :-
And now you're gone,I'm without you..I can't go on,my heart shot right thru..Without a word,you left me here..Was it me? or was it you..
Bridge w/ finger picking style :- (note..finger picking gradually gets heavier)
So now your not there..(x2)When I need you..I'm trapped in this state..Never stop thinking of you..
Chorus:- (X2)
And now you're gone,I'm without you..I can't go on,my heart shot right thru..Without a word,you left me here..Was it me? or was it you..

Lyrics by: Chia Eu Jinn & Sebastian Lim Sheng Feixiang

This song is entirely written from raw ideas of our perception of life and the pain of losing a loved person.. and its is dedicated to everyone who's heart has been shot right through... peace!!

woo!! most memorable day so farr....

Well, waddya know? One year ago and one day ago, i was sitting all alone on my dining table slurping down cup noodles and yesterday i just had the best day of the year so far.. time flies! What were you thinking?? It was my Birthday!! smacked on the 10th day of November.. sometimes i really wished mum would've delivered me either 9 months earlier or 2 months later!! But hey, i cant do anything except be thankful that i was actually made!! haha... thats all for today! peace!!

Friday, October 29, 2004

Behold, the controversial, over-hyped picture.. you figure out why.. Posted by Hello

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

life is such...

Life after major exams arent always as glamorous as you actually think it is.. for instance, in my situation, ive passed days merely by commiting myself to a creaky computer chair, staring straight into a glaring computer screen knowing that one more day like this and i'll end up wearing thick grandma glasses, yet everytime i lift myself off that chair, i seem to find much more amusement staring into the computer screen again.. nevertheless, a big bowl of chips might add in some kick...... and pile up the weight...the good news is, i finally got back to athletics training after almost 2 months of "no-training" days, and being back after the long break is no doubt rejuvenating but straining on my unfit state.. plus, intensive training is as close as ever... so i'll have to prepare myself fast or end up ill-fated.. by the way, i wanna say thank you to everyone who's been keeping up on my blog till this far.. it'll definately keep me striving on cracking my brains to give you the best of my blogs..!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

ahh nevermind this guy, he's having one of those "blurrrr" days again... quite photogenic though.. dun u think? Posted by Hello
(from left to right) illegal filipino immigrant au song rong, self claimed sanjay dutt, mr.arvindra kumar, youngest son in the kumars at no.42 and of course, ME!! Posted by Hello
(from left to right) eric, jordan, arvin, tai ko (big brother), ming hee, mogan and ME!! Posted by Hello

Monday, October 18, 2004

S'pore RAWKS!!

ONE full day in S'pore is just enough to impress me.. the cleaniness, the discipline of the residents there, the way everyone crosses the road when the walking lights turn green, the way no one dares to jaywalk.. S'pore is one big civilised floating metropolis with lots and lots of big, luxurious cars.. speaking bout S'pore, even the toilets were clean enough to impress me, let alone the shopping malls and my hotel room!... lol.. more to brag about but i guess ill just keep it to myself for the meantime... lol... ask me if you really really wanna know what i did there!.. lol.. lets just hope the next time ill be hopping into a transport on a 5 hour journey to our wonderful neighbour called Singapore isnt too far way!!..

Sunday, October 10, 2004

finally.. a gasp of breath..

pmr seemed so long ago.. nevertheless i especially miss those five days of intense pressure and 6.20am wake up calls.. but well, all good things have to come to an end.. (gasp of relief) same goes to the bad things too.. i think... besides, the end of pmr isnt as exciting and relieving as i once thought.. its boring and the loneliness is endless.. i need an escape.. somewhere far.. or maybe i'll just sit in my room whining on why my friends dont care to call me out or even inform me of any plans.. well, like my blog title says.. and my newfound motto?: 'put a toe into my damned life and you be the verdict!'

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Doomsday(s) on my doorstep...

ONE day, ONE day, ONE day... it'll keep ringing from the moment i wake up till i fall into dreamland again.. and the disturbing thing is the "off" switch is 6 days away.. frankly speaking, im as nervous now as i am before a damned 1500m race.. but "running" PMR is more like running a 10km marathon.. the thought of giving up constantly flickering in your mind.. and you strive to tell yourself that the finish line is around the corner.. thats is what PMR is to me.. well to sum up the pressure.. my relatives and bossy uncles and aunties love comparing me to my sweet, petite, PTS student, smarty pants cousin.. (thats what they did during UPSR!!) speaking of UPSR, it seems like the last day of UPSR was just 5 days ago.. and its hard to believe that it was actually 3 years ago.. gosh! time flies! and the worst thing is theres no safety harness to secure you to time's wings.. so you keep falling.. down and down and down.. (i dont even know what that means.... ;p hehehehehe)

Saturday, October 02, 2004

2 days!!!!!!

2 days, 2 days, 2 days... it keeps ringing in my head like a fire bell.. yet, little effort has been done to prepare myself for Doomsday(s).. while everyone else are busy cracking their brains, poking their heads into books and notes.. im here, im writing a blog when i really should be fulfilling my friday schedule of science study.. as uninteresting as it sounds, tomorrow would be intensive study day to make up all the time i spent sleeping, blogging, chatting when im supposed to be studying.. ish! but hey! its eujinn.. famous for procrastinating and postponing studies until days or hours before a major exam.. like some "new era" teens say: "studying, apart from depression, is a form of hell on earth"..no??! well, at least for me!

Friday, October 01, 2004

Audioslave anyone??..... ;p Posted by Hello

panic is arising....

As much as i would not want to admit.. PMR is in a mere 3 days.. and i havent done nuts!.. apart from all the exercises.. i "think" im doing fine.. but hey.. the good news is, Doomsday(s) end in 7 days from now.. thats exactly one week... and after that... its more or less 2 months of nothing but fun.. well, at least before the heavy critisms kick in from aunties and uncles, teachers and parents... hopefully my results would be good enough to shut them up!! Well, reap what you sow mr. chia eu jinn! good luck to you!

Thursday, September 30, 2004

ooohhh lala... pardon me.. i have a liking for football jerseys... especially this one!!  Posted by Hello

me!!!

im back for more blog... gee.. i think im getting addicted to this.. the worst thing is... getting addicted to something on the net 4 days before my PMR exams... and i realized that there are no guys around blog.. well..maybe i cant find one... YET... i keep feeling that the end is getting nearer and nearer... wtv that means.. my maid had a freaky dream last night.. she dreamt that i was bitten and scratched by a huge black canine with its sharp assets and i was literally bleeding to my death... until my maid came to the rescue... haha... my maid dreamt she decapitated the dog and the "headless dog" continued attacking both of us... ish! the more i type the creepier it gets.. and the stomach churning part is, she dreamt the dream not once...but twice on the same night!! bad omens...bad omens... issshhhhhhhhh...

First timer...

Heya! my first time on blog.. so.. many many things to explore round ere.. unfortunately.. computer usage MUST be minimized as the dumb PMR exam is round the corner... exploration would be resumed after the exams and then lots of interesting thoughts should flood my blog.. so erm..... good luck to myself!!

Wednesday, September 29, 2004


this is me Posted by Hello