In crikey memory, borat and lipoma

The passing of Chief Rev. K Sri Dhammananda, the ironic demise of Steve Irwin. One as peacefully as the wind breezes and another probably not so. Come to think of it, steve's death seemed like it was planned. I mean, what are the odds of a subtle creature like the stingray stinging someone although the name suggests that it does sting quite alot somehow, or else why not name it springray or whatever. The point is, it all seems like some assasination plot to me. Just one poke to the heart, directly to the heart as small as a fist. So accurate its like getting pregnant on your first try. But then again it was just a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. What an unlucky bastard.

Although, i really dont know whats the deal of putting a green tortoise in front of your nicknames on msn in a loving tribute to the late steve crikey irwin. Is the tortoise the closest you can get to a reptile that irwin fondly handles? You might as well just put a rose or just quote "crikey" before every nickname. Then only it makes more sense.

Anyway, these 2 deaths in a week have got me comtemplating. You just never know when you're next on the guillotine, and to insist that you'll definately have another day to breathe the air is a very arrogant and sinful mindset. If so, unfortunately we're sinners. How often have you noticed yourself talking about tomorrows tomorrows and tomorrows bearing in mind that tomorrow may never exist. Everytime you procrastinate in something crucial and important, you might never get that chance anymore. Life is uncertain whether you like it or not, like the little worker ant i just rolled into a ball and flicked far away.

Bear in mind that everything is in the here and now. So why convince yourself there's so much more time to spare? So go out there, and tell the person how much you'd like to see him or her dead, or how much you celebrate them life. For the next time you might be standing in the middle of a funeral procession, mumbling quietly under your breath wishing you had said those words, while you could've still have gotten a response.

Then again, we're all just shy. :)
Too shy till we'd rather not say anything to anyone and take it down to the grave.

Hanyway, the trials have started. It is an early passport for college intake and to scurry of to neighbouring countries fast with fine gleaming scholarships. I thought i stood a great chance this time to AT LEAST get credits, lots of em.. until i saw and experienced matematik tambahan 1.

Gosh, suddenly the clouds gathered and the future looks kinda bleak.

One more paper like that and i'll have to start looking for a job in carrefour. *gulps* chemistry. *gulps* biology. Talk about being a biotechnician. Thank god tomorrow is break day out of nowhere. Right in the middle of it all, a day with no significant papers. Just a mere P&P written in tomorrow's exam schedule. What's P&P? Plug and play? Pretty and paid? What matters is that school is irrelevant tomorrow.

As of now, 10pm onwards, i'm on fasting mode. Berpuasa-ing for the next 10 hours because i'm going for a cholesterol check tomorrow. Not that not eating will affect me at all in the dead of the night but what if i'm really on a high level of cholesterol? At such an age. Recently i noticed a growth on the right side of my abdomen the size of a ping pong ball. But i checked it out today at the clinic and thankfully nothing cancerous, and poses no threat, its just a neoplasm of fatty tissue accumulated under the skin, called lipoma and can only be surgically removed. Probably due to cholesterol which is why i'm getting my level checked. I've got a gut feeling my cholesterol level might just be my cause of death. As my family history states.

On a happy note, Borat's movie will be out this november. And to those who only know borat as a hairy, moustached, green skimpy leotard wearing dude on brad's blog, you obviously haven't seen any of him in action. Which is why i'm giving you a chance to laugh at borat. Yeshkemesh.


You can also go to youtube and type the keyword borat. Or you can check out his official website which will be linked on my blog at the "sites i visit" column. If possible, send yourself into a mass laughing hysteria while doing it.

Anybody got a cure for a cut on the lip?

Jinny