Thursday, March 24, 2005

sweet as honey, but bitter as bile...

drama drama drama, who couldve expected 2 shah alam skewls to sweep the top 2 positions.. i do feel that we deserve something better than 3rd place but well, its drama, and things like happen all the time.. even though we missed the champions by 2 points!! 2 points!!! and i really think sri aman do deserve something too!! seriously..

nevertheless, met a few ahemm.. celebs.. theres Samantha Schubert.. gosh!! she's hot!!.. owh.. Edwin Sumun, the founder of Sumunda.. theres Michael Xavier Voon, dance coordinator??! for erm.. m'sian idol, Colin Kirton and this really round lady, Sandra something, cant remember her name... :p really really "dramatic" ppl... lol!!

O, well.. we'll be doing our last drama act on saturday's hari anugerah*hopefully*.. and well.. get a perfect ending to our jourmey so far... according to miss anne, gotta get our morale back.. so lets just pray everyone agrees to do another act together..

sigh... 3rd IS better than nothing anyway... :')

Sunday, March 20, 2005

blank....

god knoes why ive been feeling really really jumpy these few days, im guessing the weather.. even air-conditioned rooms arent air-conditioned rooms nemore!! though im still praying for morning rains.. (it rained early this morning, but just too early..) and according to newsflash, tmrw's gonna be a very very hot day.. sigh.. im gonna get dehydrated really soon.. my face is cracking too!...

im supposed to be at cash-converter's.. hunting for reasonably priced 2nd hand drum set.. so if anyone of ya out there have any contacts of anybody who's trying to get ridda their drumsets, call me!!*

I spent half my day and money today in cyber-cafes, sigh, im just trying to escape from the heat and of course!! homework!!.. i wasted 6 bucks to the locksmith on bicycle keys coz my old one broke... :( im sooo gonna claim that cash from dad!! i spent half an hour trying to force open the bicycle lock with my bare hands! =.= until someone told me there was a locksmith further ahead.. duhhh....

Im sooo not looking forward for school tmrw.. i have a whole day of drama practice and i havent done any homework!! besides, i missed out on F1 today... :'(

owh and notice the change of my writing patterns.. i dunno y im doing it.. but ahh... who cares!
*012-9344609... :p hehe...


Thursday, March 17, 2005


Practically what every kid needs... :p Posted by Hello

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Screw it........

Im being freaking temperamental these few days, i suggest it has something to do with the f**king weather and the darn humidity! People asking me to go out when its freaking burning outside early in the mornings without noticing me in advance, thank god it rained for the past 2 days, but of all times, it had to rain during my kembara camp! Actually i dun mind it raining anyway.. its not like i was sleeping in a tent or somethin... (seniors getta sleep wherever they want except tents!) its just that the rain had to kill so many fun activities.. so.. screw the rain! grandma's been asking alotta unreasonable and illogical questions lately, actually she does it ever since god knoes when.. but i think its fast becoming a habit, so its really really annoying.. and my dog, he doesnt respond to me all that much anymore, its either he's deaf, or i'm being really paranoid about humans communicating with dogs.. and i have soooo many un-finished things to do like homeworks*sigh*, forms and stuff.. gets me all frustrated and stuff.. in addition to that, the junk food stock in my hse is fast depleting and i hardly have time nor money to replenish it.. which means, right now, i cant munch away... :( My frens?!, sigh... some of them are starting their centralised training for the upcoming msss which i.. sadly, didnt qualify.. and then theres this cf camp.. -_-" ..... owh and theres tuitions... on a holiday!!!! dammit!! Mr. Ashwin, my drums teacher suggested that i go for extra drum practices in SIM on my own, and he expects me to go twice this week.. mr. ashwin, i hardly have time to even have my breakfast, and i dun even have enuf cash for half hour of drum-renting.. plus! ill be practising alone??! i mean come on... wheres the fun in that?!.. but somehow, i have something telling me ill be turning into a fat slouch very soon.. minus the trainings,*sighs again* i needa holiday laaarrr! amira just left for the uk this morning *bids amira goodbye* and that makes me wanna go for a deserved holiday too!! maybe somewhere around... Scotland pa??!... :p

Friday, March 11, 2005


Chinese New Year, great godma's hse in M'cca.. Posted by Hello

Chinese New Year, The Family Potrait.. gosh the red is killing me!! Posted by Hello

Disagree- Suicide Note

---- Disagree- Suicide Note ----

Trouble follows me to my doorsteps
I dont want to know
Blood from heaven and things from hell
they're forcing me where to go
So when you start to realize
that i get no more sleep oh brother
So when i walk, and when i
so when i talk and its turning
its turning, its turning, turning, turning
turning

*Chorus
Left my suicide note on the door
Once more

The pipe is blowing
and they've start searching
Im not afraid to go
so bring me
So when i walk and when i
so when i talk and its turning
its turning, its turning, turning, turning
turning
So when you feel like love
so when you think above
and there's nobody there
and there's nobody here
so when you feel estranged and there's no complaints
Dear god, im turning, im turning, im turning
turning, turning, turning

*Chorus
I left my suicide note on the door
Baby wont you look me in the eyes once more?
once more
Lost in eyes and well it cant stand in my way
Hit me honey, i left my things down to play...

Its over....

Well, as the title goes... its over, mssd, 5 days of events and my worst performance ever...
These are my few events:
  • 100m- Despite qualifying 2nd in zone with a personal best of 11.6s, i didnt even make into the finals and clocked 12.0s which is wayyy tragic!
  • 200m- Once again qualifying 2nd in zone with a personal best of 24.2s, however in mssd, i qualified for the finals with a time of 24.8s in 7th position, and 24.5s in 5th place in the finals.. *sigh*
  • 4x100m- Ranked 1st going into mssd, but thanks to a mistake from me (of all ppl, ME!), we ended up 4th in the finals.. everyone looked soooooooo dissapointed.....
  • 4x400m- 1st into mssd, 4th ranking in heats, 3rd in finals.... salvaged my ONLY medal..*gosh*
As the saying goes "there's no use crying over spilt milk".. i pretty much convinced myself to do better next year, though im still kinda pissed about my results after all my effort put in.. i really really think i deserve better... :( ... *sigh*

p.s. At least i still have my drama!! who knoes where i might go from there ya knoe!! talk about athletics -_-... :p

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

i do believe, it happens for a reason.....

How would you explain? Training day after day,month after month, rain or shine, hot or cold, just to prepare for my 100m race, and on that day, totally screw it up....

Dissappointed because:
  • I spent so much time and effort
  • I clocked way OFF my personal timing
  • I got stiff just before the gun
  • I tried but i somehow couldnt focus
  • The 100m race was my hope for making it into the Petaling team
  • The winning time in the finals was 11.6
  • And 11.6 IS my personal timing!
Oh well, if only i could turn back time.. but im sure it all happens for a reason, i do believe that wtv happens, theres definately a reason behind it, and definately a reason to happen, and if you stay patient and persevere, you'll achieve what you want sooner or later.. i may have 101 excuses, but put yourself in my position, after all the effort sown, *sigh*...

Saturday, March 05, 2005

me and XR.... dohhh.... Posted by Hello
Me, Arvin, Fei, Rou, Sanjay, Eric.... Posted by Hello
The Taman SEA drama team that won the Zone meet... (L-R Me! Cheng, Chian, Sherri, Abby, Brad (Bottom), Fei, Miew San, Arvin, Ian, Eric, Sanjay (bottom).... ) Posted by Hello
At the peak... Posted by Hello
Thats me at Laban Rata resthouse! Posted by Hello
Notice a rainbow??....  Posted by Hello
A view from above.... Posted by Hello
View from the peak... simply breath-taking... Posted by Hello
One of my expedition photos.. this is taken on my descend from the peak of Mount Kinabalu.. notice our Laban Rata resthouse on the bottom right corner... Posted by Hello

March March March....

I throughly admit im too lazy to start typing in sructures.. so ill go in point form...
March:
  • I personally hate March....
  • I predict March to be a very very very busy month...
  • Perfect examples of "busy" are: Extra drum lessons... Additional Drama Practices... Insufficient time for lunch on weekdays, TRAINING!!, tuitions!!...
  • Im cultivating more and more frustration and hate towards add maths, well actually everything with maths....
  • Oscar is getting stupider by the day....
  • MSSD is in exactly 1 day and 13 hours from now...
  • Dad has started screwing me in the mornings for my inability to wake up on time...
  • Dad says i spend too much time in the bathroom in the mornings...
  • Mum starts honking away even before i put on my uniform...
  • Im getting hooked on to Warcraft...
  • I touch less books compared to the months before...
  • Im clocking 11.6s for my 100m which im supposed to be doing 11.4s by MSSD...
  • The weather is f**king HOT!!
  • I keep recieving smses from a very very annoying person....
  • I play less football....
  • I managed to divert all my songs into the much "smoother" winamp...
  • My fringe is touching my eyebrows...
  • My sideburns are starting to irritate me...
  • Im starting to NOT pay attention in accounts tuition...
  • My bicycle is starting to rust...
  • I make too many mistakes while chatting...
  • I fell in love with Disagree's Suicide Note....
  • I start to think Dave Weckl is the best drummer alive....
  • The song Galvanize by The Chemical Brothers is the most irritating... unreasonable song ive ever heard....
  • I FINALLY retrieved my expedition photos.....
Well, a little hint of whats going on in my mind for the agonizing month of March... enjoy!