Behold, the controversial, over-hyped picture.. you figure out why.. 

life is such...

Life after major exams arent always as glamorous as you actually think it is.. for instance, in my situation, ive passed days merely by commiting myself to a creaky computer chair, staring straight into a glaring computer screen knowing that one more day like this and i'll end up wearing thick grandma glasses, yet everytime i lift myself off that chair, i seem to find much more amusement staring into the computer screen again.. nevertheless, a big bowl of chips might add in some kick...... and pile up the weight...the good news is, i finally got back to athletics training after almost 2 months of "no-training" days, and being back after the long break is no doubt rejuvenating but straining on my unfit state.. plus, intensive training is as close as ever... so i'll have to prepare myself fast or end up ill-fated.. by the way, i wanna say thank you to everyone who's been keeping up on my blog till this far.. it'll definately keep me striving on cracking my brains to give you the best of my blogs..!!

ahh nevermind this guy, he's having one of those "blurrrr" days again... quite photogenic though.. dun u think? 

(from left to right) illegal filipino immigrant au song rong, self claimed sanjay dutt, mr.arvindra kumar, youngest son in the kumars at no.42 and of course, ME!! 

(from left to right) eric, jordan, arvin, tai ko (big brother), ming hee, mogan and ME!! 

S'pore RAWKS!!

ONE full day in S'pore is just enough to impress me.. the cleaniness, the discipline of the residents there, the way everyone crosses the road when the walking lights turn green, the way no one dares to jaywalk.. S'pore is one big civilised floating metropolis with lots and lots of big, luxurious cars.. speaking bout S'pore, even the toilets were clean enough to impress me, let alone the shopping malls and my hotel room!... lol.. more to brag about but i guess ill just keep it to myself for the meantime... lol... ask me if you really really wanna know what i did there!.. lol.. lets just hope the next time ill be hopping into a transport on a 5 hour journey to our wonderful neighbour called Singapore isnt too far way!!..

finally.. a gasp of breath..

pmr seemed so long ago.. nevertheless i especially miss those five days of intense pressure and 6.20am wake up calls.. but well, all good things have to come to an end.. (gasp of relief) same goes to the bad things too.. i think... besides, the end of pmr isnt as exciting and relieving as i once thought.. its boring and the loneliness is endless.. i need an escape.. somewhere far.. or maybe i'll just sit in my room whining on why my friends dont care to call me out or even inform me of any plans.. well, like my blog title says.. and my newfound motto?: 'put a toe into my damned life and you be the verdict!'

Doomsday(s) on my doorstep...

ONE day, ONE day, ONE day... it'll keep ringing from the moment i wake up till i fall into dreamland again.. and the disturbing thing is the "off" switch is 6 days away.. frankly speaking, im as nervous now as i am before a damned 1500m race.. but "running" PMR is more like running a 10km marathon.. the thought of giving up constantly flickering in your mind.. and you strive to tell yourself that the finish line is around the corner.. thats is what PMR is to me.. well to sum up the pressure.. my relatives and bossy uncles and aunties love comparing me to my sweet, petite, PTS student, smarty pants cousin.. (thats what they did during UPSR!!) speaking of UPSR, it seems like the last day of UPSR was just 5 days ago.. and its hard to believe that it was actually 3 years ago.. gosh! time flies! and the worst thing is theres no safety harness to secure you to time's wings.. so you keep falling.. down and down and down.. (i dont even know what that means.... ;p hehehehehe)

2 days!!!!!!

2 days, 2 days, 2 days... it keeps ringing in my head like a fire bell.. yet, little effort has been done to prepare myself for Doomsday(s).. while everyone else are busy cracking their brains, poking their heads into books and notes.. im here, im writing a blog when i really should be fulfilling my friday schedule of science study.. as uninteresting as it sounds, tomorrow would be intensive study day to make up all the time i spent sleeping, blogging, chatting when im supposed to be studying.. ish! but hey! its eujinn.. famous for procrastinating and postponing studies until days or hours before a major exam.. like some "new era" teens say: "studying, apart from depression, is a form of hell on earth"..no??! well, at least for me!

Audioslave anyone??..... ;p 

panic is arising....

As much as i would not want to admit.. PMR is in a mere 3 days.. and i havent done nuts!.. apart from all the exercises.. i "think" im doing fine.. but hey.. the good news is, Doomsday(s) end in 7 days from now.. thats exactly one week... and after that... its more or less 2 months of nothing but fun.. well, at least before the heavy critisms kick in from aunties and uncles, teachers and parents... hopefully my results would be good enough to shut them up!! Well, reap what you sow mr. chia eu jinn! good luck to you!